Wax on, Wax off
Im tired, so tired I can barely stay awake. It feels like *everything* is catching up with me, I have ran out of places to hide. In many ways Im glad, its not like I have the strength to keep up with all this bullshit anyway. My closest family has got the flu, so I dont see them much. Friends are busy with preparing for xmas, so dont see much of them either. What I do see, and too much of, is my new telly. It's a beauty, so Im not complaining, and it beats doing a show-down with a wall.
With the absence of family & friends, you'd think my days are cold & lonely? Yes, they are, but more so cause it *is* cold outside. So cold, I have to push the stove to its limits. Add to that a body thats gone through a brazillian aaaall over(excluding eye brows), and 0 body fat. There is *very* little isolation going on here. I have several layers of clothes on me, and even with +25C in the room Im cold. Can you imagine how bad it is to go outside when there is -15C? I start to shiver just opening the front door for 5 sec. Yeah yeah, I hear ya, why the fuck Im still living in this country is beyond me too, especially during the winter. There is only 1 good thing about the winter, you can drive like a mad man with a snowmobile, that is all. Skiing is for morons(especially the wackos doing down-hill), so needless to say, there are a lot of morons in this hemisphere. But who am I to brand them crazy fools?! Takes one to know one, I just load my bags of craziness elsewhere, nuff said.
Its 4 days left till the xmas bonanza begins, mass amounts of kiss kiss hug hug, food, candy & belly aches. Xmas is for the kids, the rest of us know this. Its one of the many fawked up christian 'traditions' thats been commercialized to hell and back(not really returned from hell yet imo). But, as long as its for the kids, all is good? Having my doubts, but I'll zip it for the sake of the family. Personally I'd like to scratch *any* and *all* rubbish thats got a base in religion from the calendar, but I couldnt live with trying to explain my niece how that would be. "what? No santa? No gifts? No Jesus? No angels? No snow either?" Allright, I'll zip it up now, no more mentioning of all the wrongs that religion have brought upon innocent lives of non believers, or those that dont share their views.
So happy holidays, if you believe in fairytales or not, happy fawking holidays.
